I wish life has a reset button or atleast a ctrl-z option; where you can just undo everything you did up to the first mistake you did. I know there is no point in wishing for those things, I know that now. I did not know it then, three years ago, when I stubbornly wished for life's pause button. I wanted everything to pause until life get back to way things were before all the shitty things happened. I guess I was delusional and very, very naive; thinking the whole world would stop because I refuse to understand what is happening. I did not realized that I was being such a brat.
But that was then. I know better now.
