When I first thought of Chronicles of dollar boy; I envisioned it under "kilig". However, circumstances forced me to place the first entry under "Ye booched it" because I did booched it and now, I'm whining because there is a lot to whine about.
First of all, the flirty stares are still going on but is that all he can do? Well, now he is also flashing his incredible smile but, seriously, he needs to be more proactive than that so things can progress. There is just no way that I am going to talk to him if I dont have a valid reason. Sigh, I dont think he will ever talk to me if I dont talk to him first. So maybe its in my best interest to just forget about him.
There is no way I will forget about him. You see; not only that I think he is uberly cute, I booched while talking to him and I cannot live with that. I need to leave him a better impression. An impression that says "he-is-the-luckiest-mortal-on-earth-because-I-am-talking-to-him." I booched infront of him and I don't booch infront of guys I like so he now became a challenge of sorts for me. I just need one very decent, very flirty conversation. After that, I think i can move on.
Actually I had an oppurtunity to talk to him. I had a very,very valid reason to talk to him and a very, very good opening lines. I have to inquire about my Lola's current account and I know they are only allowed to give details of the accounts to their clients unless you have an authorization letter, so I need someone that cannot say "no" to me to make my life easier. I want to assume he cannot say "no" to me. I mean, he's a guy and I'm a girl; and whenever he sees me, I make it a point that I'm a very, very pretty girl. But then, as my luck would have it, he wasn't there.
HE'S NOT FREAKING THERE!
I was wearing a freaking sleeveless. I rarely wear sleeveless. Every guy I passed by was checking out, then the person to whom it is all for wasn't there? Unbelievable!
Maybe he was having his lunch or maybe, maybe he's in an operating room bargaining with death!
I memorized what I am going to say. I don't memorize even with school reports because i always know what to say and then it was all for nothing. That sucks.
So, I didn't got what I want and didn't even accomplish what my Lola wants me to do. Bad day. really bad day.
arrrghhhhhh
I really, really looked nice.
What do I have to do? The more things are not going my way, the more I am gonna be obsessed with him. That is not good.
I so hate him right now.
